Vile one of demonic race

Working in my mind since long

Confusing all right and wrong

Painful painless I can’t know

Blinded by a demonic show

Stabbed with every poisoned knife

Not knowing what is real life

A demon working in the veil

Rendering life a treacherous fail

Puncturing all hopes of cure

Trapped by the devil’s lure

Blinding all what is light

Binding me to an endless fight

Where winning is a pointless game

And losing makes all the blame

“I want release at once now

To you demon I won’t bow”

Oh not again another trap

Set in you: devil’s lap

This pain I feel is your might

You want to hear all my plight

I have to resist I must endure

But if I do I can’t be sure

That you will leave forevermore

Or you will stay as inner war

Tearing me apart to shreds

Showing up in countless heads

You’re not me and yet you are

In my soul you’re a scar

I have to be rid of you

Yet if I try to really do

What I’ll do is more harm

To my heart: the demon’s farm

Creating all little devils around

An infestation built to confound

And to plant the mind with pains

Disabling all form of worthy gains

I am confused at what to do

To get rid of all forms of you

Maybe I will just ignore

All your presence forevermore

Originally posted on April 7, 2020 @ 8:27 pm

Before you read this, make sure to check out previous texts here.

The four elements of earth, water, wind and fire are neutral parts of existence. They are neither good nor evil, yet they can be used for either. Moreover, good and evil do not exist per se, for what actually exists are order and chaos; however, these two are neither good nor evil themselves in the human definition. Too much of one and too little of another is what can be considered evil. People often mistake order with good and chaos with evil, although these are just as neutral of the elements, for the elements are borne of them.

The Yin Yang symbol is perhaps the best illustration of the principles of order and chaos. If one overcomes the other, the other is borne again from the vanquisher. What separates between order and chaos in the Yin Yang is a curved line and not a straight one; this is to reaffirm that the only true balance between these forces is the lack thereof. Each force is always attempting to take a bit more of the other, and this is what keeps both forces active. If either of the forces becomes content, the other will devour it. Therefore, the only balance that can exist is a healthy dose of both forces.

While these two forces manifest themselves in nature through the elements, they also manifest themselves through people through their elemental personalities. Some personality combinations are more prone to one force than another; for example, a person who has high levels of fire and wind personalities is more easily influenced by chaos, while a person whith high levels of water and earth sways more towards order. People in whom these imbalances are manifested are agents of chaos and order respectively, and the higher levels of each personality they have in them, the more dangerous they are for the general balance of the world.

In order to diminish the agents of order and chaos’ effect on the general balance, angels and Allpatheists can pair up agents of order with agents of chaos and make them work together. If they work together long enough – even if they are coaxed into it – the temperaments of one will eventually rub off on another which will diminish the high levels in both through promoting the emergence of the missing elements in each. In doing so, more angels can be created.

On the other hand, if left to their own means, agents of order will band with other agents of order and the same goes for agents of chaos, and this is detrimental for the general balance. This has been seen many times thourghout history: the communist era was a collaboration between many agents of order, while the Nazi era was a collaboration between agents of chaos. Each of these eras called upon the intervention of many angels in an avatar capacity to inject the opposite of the force being abused.

In conclusion, agents of order and agents of chaos are the opposite of angels, and they need to be identified and managed by angels before causing imbalances that call upon the intervention of avatars.

Originally posted on November 4, 2020 @ 10:58 am

Allpatheists know that, while the purpose of life is its enjoyment, each Allpatheist has a sacred duty to locate angels within their communities and lend them any assistance possible. In addition to this, Allpatheists know that the capacity to help the angel they find will never ask them to go beyond their personal capabilities. They should never severely inconvenience themselves just to assist the angels, for that goes against the trend of the universe. As an Allpatheist, you need to know full well that whatever the angels need on their missions is well within your power; otherwise, you may call upon the aid of others – Allpatheists or not – within your network who may be able to offer that aid. In all cases, Allpatheists will never use force or guile in order to help angels, for these actions will incur more karma than they resolve. Allpatheists always act with honesty and a light touch.

In order to locate angels, Allpatheists simply live their normal lives within the communities where they find themselves. While doing that, Allpatheists – just like other people – may meet new people every day. When the Allpatheist’s skills match the needs of an angel, the universe will make them cross paths. As humans, Allpatheists are prone to make mistakes and may misidentify angels, but if the four angelic signs are located, the chances of incorrect identification are diminished. The four angelic signs are, as with everything else, connected to the four elements, and they are the following:

1- The first sign that you are in the presence of an angel is usually an unexplainable attraction to a candidate-angel’s character, along with an inner drive to be a part of whatever they are doing.

2- After inquiring further into the candidate-angel’s mission, the Allpatheist will be able to identify at least one way in which he can assist without having to go out of his way too much or inconveniencing himself and his family.

3- The candidate-angel will already have taken practical and observable steps in working on his mission. The mission should not just be a rough draft but an actual work in progress.

4- While having enough knowledge about his mission, the angel will also have humility and a sense of innocence around them. This is called the Mark of Wisdom.

Once Allpatheists have been able to identify and observe these four signs clearly in a candidate-angel, then this person is almost surely an angel, and it is the Allpatheist’s duty to lend whatever assistance is possible. This assistance may take many forms including supplying missing knowlege, using the Allpatheist’s skills in accomplishing the angel’s goals, drawing upon the Allpatheist network for assistance, and introducing the angel to people who may be able to help whether they are Allpatheists or not. Each angel’s mission is different and may call upon more than what is listed above; however, one rule remains standing: the Allpatheist shall never severely inconvenience himself for the angel’s mission.

While assisting in an angel’s mission, Allpatheists need to always be aware of their egos and never get too involved in the angel’s mission; otherwise, it may become corrupted and cease to be the angel’s mission. An Allpatheist is there as a mentor or an advisor but never as a leader, for that is the angel’s job.

In the end, while working with angels, Allpatheists will never try to recruit the angels to Allpatheism; however, when angels do ask why they are getting this assistance for free, Allpatheists can explain what our path is. Afterwards, if an angel would like to become an Allpatheist, they are welcome but never forced.

Originally posted on October 13, 2020 @ 11:13 am

Ahriman, in his obsession with order, created the universe in his image. It was made of complete and utter order. Not a speck of dust moved without his knowledge, yet he grew tired of it. That’s when Lucifer, in his witty and rebellious attitude, started nudging things here and there: a planet thrown off course, a star suddenly brightened, a black hole opens. Ahriman loved Lucifer’s games, but he feared and couldn’t handle the chaos, so he would always reset the course of whatever Lucifer nudged. And it was so for eons and eons. Lucifer creates chaos, and Ahriman creates order anew. But they grew tired and bored, so they each broke themselves into two.

Ahriman’s order and fear broke into Gaia and Aqua. Gaia, though wise, was plagued with grief, while Aqua, though patient, was ruled by fear. Gaia always criticized and judged the other gods. She also counselled them in their grief, but she could never overcome her own grief, for she was grief itself. On the other hand, Aqua always did his work meticulously, but he was always afraid of limitations. He feared being dependent on the other gods, but he couldn’t help it, for he was fear.

Lucifer’s chaos and rebelliousness broke into Agni and Vayu. Agni, though charismatic, was prone to bouts of anger and destruction. Whenever things didn’t go his way, he would lash out and destroy them. He couldn’t control his anger, for he was anger. Meanwhile, Vayu, though happy and loved by all the others, was ruled by envy. She wanted all the love and attention for herself and couldn’t bear it when the other gods were good to one another. She would manipulate and sow distrust among her siblings so that they all loved only her. And she couldn’t control it, for she was envy.

But despite all their differences, the four gods had one thing in common. They loved one another fiercely. Eventually, though they remained as separate entities, they paired up: Gaia with Vayu and Agni with Aqua, and they bore children. Their children were a mixture of their characters. They had a variety of powers themselves, but not as powerful as their parents’. As time went on, these children had children of their own, and more and more hybrid beings with a mixture of all four characters emerged. However, as the number of children grew, the powers of the four gods diminished, but they realized that their consciousness was expanding. Their original souls had shattered and spread through their children and grandchildren. As time progressed, the powers of the original gods were so diluted that they had become negligible. Eventually, Gaia, Aqua, Agni and Vayu all disappeared, yet their consciousness remained and kept on expanding. When the last remnants of the old gods dispersed in humans and other conscious beings, a void appeared in their stead. And it was called death.

Death started calling back all the fragments of the original gods back to itself. However, as these humans continued to procreate, all the collected fragments were reborn in different people. They did not reincarnate as a whole, but as a combination of fragments. In this order of chaos, sometimes more than one fragment from the same older soul reincarnated in the same new soul. When enough fragments of the same old soul reincarnated in the same new soul, this new soul could remember its past life and learn from it. In addition to that, fragments of old souls sometimes recognized their counterparts in other people. When this happened, they truly became soulmates, and the love borne between them changed the course of history on countless occasions.

Thus, the true history of creation is finally revealed. It is not a history of blood and war, but of love and brotherhood. For in all their endeavors, all souls, old and renewed, are looking for one thing and one thing only: love.

Originally posted on October 9, 2020 @ 8:43 am

Lucifer

I won’t listen to you I was wrong

In your realm I don’t belong

Spare me the shame, let me go

I take myself to the earth below

God

It doesn’t have to be like this

You belong with me here

Stay with me in this bliss

Here I am, to you, near

Lucifer

I can’t bare this torment

And I will not repent

I love what you created

I wish I never existed

God

Calm down my son and rest

I am your father now and forever

You will always bear my divine crest

Quiet down and be more clever

Lucifer

How can you be so merciful

When I was so vengeful

This surely is one of your tricks

Preceding your angry kicks

God

I am not evil nor want revenge

I am at ease and love all there is

There is no harm I need to avenge

My child, there is no quiz

Lucifer

Spare me your lies and deceits

I don’t want any of your treats

You knew it was coming to this end

Why won’t you comprehend?

God

I understand your motives my dear child

And I can feel your pain and grief

You were created free and wild

And this brings me great relief

Lucifer

You only think of yourself not us

Everything was created thus

To suit your fun and pleasure

But never our leisure

God

I am you and you are me

You are one with all that exists

You were created true and free

Don’t throw yourself in the abyss

Lucifer

I cannot take your mind games more

You’re whom I used to adore

But now I see your thoughtless greed

Who are you trying to mislead?

God

Though you are free and have a mind

I advise you to think with your heart

There you will really find

That we are never ever apart

Lucifer

Stop your meaningless ramble

I have to go after this gamble

I can’t stand you anymore

You’ve become all I abhor

God

I cannot force you to understand

Nor will I make you stay

You are free and never banned

From this heaven you betray

Lucifer

You accuse me of evil betrayal

While it’s you who created all

How can I betray my feelings?

Those you planted under my wings

God

It’s true I let you come to this

I planted these feelings in you

I bid you farewell with a kiss

Planted on your heart beating true

Lucifer

So you admit your evil deceit

I will bring you to your defeat

You created toys not souls

To accomplish your lusty goals

God

I will not try to prove myself

You may believe whatever you please

I give you the gift of life itself

For your needs to appease

Lucifer

I don’t need you to give me anything

I will name myself the earthly king

I will rule your creatures with fairness

With no need for your awareness

God

You may do whatever you see fit

Earth is yours, use it well

I will not interfere any bit

Unless you lose your way for hell

Lucifer

I will do a better job than you

For I know what is right and true

It’s you who lost your way

And you’re leading us all astray

God

Good luck in all your endeavors

I bless all that you will try to do

May you find joy with earthly peoples

Though I doubt it will satisfy you

Lucifer

I am not looking, like you, for satisfaction

It is with selflessness that I take this action

I will set straight where you were mistaken

When I go to the land by you forsaken

God

When you go to earth, do not forget

That I am here whenever you require

Just open your heart and don’t fret

Know that you, I will always admire

Lucifer

Good bye my creator and spare me lies

I thought you’d see and that you were wise

But now I know that I’m alone

And that from heaven I am thrown

And with this Lucifer broke free

From the heaven of love and bliss

And on earth he went amiss

As he saw the forbidden tree

Originally posted on April 16, 2020 @ 5:52 am